I realize again that it has been a while.
The past few weeks have consisted of a lot of learning. I am trying hard to change myself for the better because i know i have faults. I want to do this because I care about those I love. Still working on a lot of things and I just hope for a lot of patience during this process!
Well, I'm still behind on my whole application process thing but it's been getting so busy lately! then again, I should probably be productive more often but sometimes things come up and I just want to jump at the opportunities like spending time with friends, josh, family, shopping...sighhhh.
But, I feel pretty satisfied about my life and am hoping for the best! I want the various aspects of my life to be fulfilling and I want the most out of all of it. School, personal life, future, everything!
Cleaning helps. I have found that sometimes I really enjoy cleaning...and mild changes.
Like my impusive hair-cut. I fully intended on just trimming it but I cut off like 6 inches of it and I have not had it shorter than my shoulders since like middle school! but so far it's grown on me a lot and everybody seems to like it, which helps me like it more. Mmmm....
I like shopping, I hope it does not become very problematic. I need to make sure i control this when I get to grad school and get broke...but I like pretty things! sighhh. Errrmm... Notable things that have happened since my last post?
I got a new phone. Old phone died. Pretty new phone! it's a white/silver motorola rival with red covers! and lotsa new ringtones that I made (for freeee).
I feel so sporadic. Sometimes I feel so emotionally unstable. But, I want to try to keep myself grounded and remind myself that I can get things done and that I have a lot of good things in my life. I am thankful for the important people in my life that are always there for me. I do not know what I would be without them...probably analogous to a dead flower. lifeless.
MUST GET BACK TO WORK.
