Overwhelmed...

but, I've finished my homework! That is a small accomplishment at least.

I'm having trouble focusing. My thoughts are very distracted.

Sometimes I feel that my schedule interferes with my life in some way.

I really am trying but sometimes responsibilities suck. Actually, sometimes it's not even that. It's not that I don't know how to say "no" but I mean everybody is going through (essentially) the same thing...getting through college. We all help each other, convenient or not. Sometimes it's just inconvenient but I know that when I need help it is not always convenient for them either.

Drained, sometimes it's just hard to just chill and enjoy my time the way I want to. Generally, I'm a pretty chatty person so whenever I am just silent, I feel awkward, and that results in even more silence (yes, beyond the usual silence). Maybe I should not think about it so much, maybe people get it. But, there is always a chance that they don't.

Sometimes I just don't know what to do. Sometimes I get nervous. Gahhh, what am I doing?

I know there are things I should do to not let things get out of hand and slip out of reach but I don't know what I am doing.

The dynamics between people can be so unnecessarily confusing. WHY? I have no idea.

Ew.