I've just been feeling pretty down lately but I am making effort to just put the pieces together and to try not to let things get to me. I don't need the attention to feel better about myself but sometimes distance just makes it worse. No fun having more reasons to just feel moody especially when it is a vulnerable time to begin with. There are insecurities I need to confront and figure out. I need to learn how to react appropriately. But then again I keep on telling myself I should try to understand. I cannot expect to receive as much as I give even though that is logical. Equity and equality. Difference. People give in different ways even if the actions may go unnoticed and unappreciated. Maybe I am just not seeing the actions. Maybe I need to be more demanding.
Because I definitely don't want to just disappear.
But sometimes a hug is enough and is at least a start.
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