just want to feel

I want to feel like I mean the world to somebody.

is that selfish?

or needy?

because I already feel a Lot of other positive things. I feel accomplished, ambitious, loved by friends, admired, relieved, etc.

but still feeling like I want more.

is that unreasonable? to want to feel more than just my acknowledged presence, because I already know I exist.

in life, I want to strive for more, I want to get as much as I can from my life so I give as much energy into life, but I want to have renewed feelings to fuel this life.

but I need to find a way to make this happen for myself. I need to pursue things that satisfy me and make me happy. I need to pursue what I want, which is more.