Somewhere

somewhere I've lost my sense of clarity.

Well, if I didn't have enough to think about before, I definitely do now.

Oh my life is so awkward.

At least saturday was AWESOME.
Played with Luke, then the others came to play with him as well before we went to kroger to get stuff for our picnic. Awesome picnic, scrumptious food, good times, the guys had wine (it tasted OK), etc. Basketball (H-O-R-S-E) and KITES. Fei and I are amazing at flying kites even if it required us to go to the other side of the park, go up the hill, and run to the other side, just to get the kite high enough to catch a good and consistent breeze. And the guys didn't think it'd work...

I wish Jocelyn had come with us to the party. Too bad Fei and Seth left early because not long after they left it started picking up. Granted, it was partly for other reasons that it was getting loud and fun but the people were fun to begin with and I enjoyed socializing. Good distraction from life.

some people really played their OFFICE characters well, and the stapler in the jell-0? sweet, and it tasted pretty good too! even though there was only one spoon and a measuring spoon...or was it a melon baller, i think the latter... and everybody was well dressed, of course. So I'm thinking A LOT of people from the Lakotas go to Miami because every party I've gone to there is at least one person from either Lakota East or West, and usually I've never met them. Shows how much bigger of a school they are then...

Anyway, I really should get ready to meet my little Margaret for lunch...and hopefully be crazy productive all day. Not like I'm gonna be sleeping anytime soon...I've got too much to think about and I don't know what to do. As Usual. Go Figure.