One week 'til Senior Year.

Yep.

Last night was Laura's 22nd Birthday Celebration. Overall? enjoyable, and most definitely interesting. Some parts were not particularly enjoyable but it happens.

Although, nothing surprised me.

I do enjoy dancing though, but this wasn't the most fun dancing experience and it wasn't very full or as lively as usual. But, that is OK.

At least I did get to go out last night because my mom said she'd take my dad and them to the airport this morning. I watched Luke for a bit (we watched Happy Feet). I've had my fill of liveliness for now and I don't really care for more right now. I at least sorta had fun. Now, I don't care to be particularly social today.

Maybe I'm just a little frustrated. Actually, I probably am. Though, I don't feel like I should be.

Sometimes I wonder about people in general, not necessarily specific people...but just in general. The way we portray ourselves and our motivations to do so. I mean there's a way we view ourselves, the way we actually are, and the way we present ourselves...such as a front. Sometimes it is hard to tell how people really feel about one another or whether or not they are trying to send a message somehow. Sometimes I just want to know what's real but at the same time does it even matter? After all, maybe it's how things make us feel that matter as opposed to reality, but even that may just be perceived and what is true reality anyway? Besides, it has been said that ignorance is a bliss. If that's the case, should we try? I still think so.

I sort of wonder why people feel the negative feelings such as envy, frustration, jealousy, anger, etc. Is it because they care or because they don't care enough? I suppose this is subject to circumstances. even then, I feel like my mind just goes in circles.

Hm, I am perfectly aware that this is very vague but there are too many things that could potentially apply to the same concept that I really don't want to bother nor should I. This is for me to think about. Just for me to think about what I'm doing and why.

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button is playing in the background and I am going to be productive soon. This is a great movie, or at least in my own personal opinion.

I really want to see The Time Traveler's Wife. The Critics didn't say the best things but it still looks like a cute and potentially meaningful movie.

P.S.
At the end of the day life is good. No matter how much I fret and stress...So far anyway. It's too easy to get caught up in the busy nature of life...but maybe it doesn't need to be busy, or at least feel so. I studied for a tiny bit...then had a dance party with Luke...and now teaching him more numbers. I wish life was always this simple. Reminder to self: just breathe. stop worrying. Just live it.