A beautiful wedding

I am exhausted...not from over exertion...but from so much sitting...

haha.

Friday at around 3pm we headed to Indiana where his grandparents are, met them, had dinner at Montana Mike's...eventually passed out. Saturday morning we headed to the place in Illinois by the wedding, then went to 2 of the 3 wineries...windy roads...yummy wine, and delicious bread at the bluesky winery and amazing wine slushy at the second one. Um...yeah, had dinner, went to a picnic, met more family, played cornhole (was pretty good ;)) and just enjoyed my evening even though it was hot.  Sunday was the wedding and it was beautiful. really hot outside and sweaty so the photos are probably gross but the food was good and it was a good time in general. Fav wine there: Chambourcin Blush. tastes like strawberries. yum. Then drove back to his grandparents house...went through a horrendous storm with lightning and wind...had to exit and park at some parking lot for a while and even then there was like 2 inches of water. Once we got to his grandparents house it wasn't long before I passed out again...and today...more sitting in the van. I am now home but I am glad to be home for the most part apart from my mom already getting on my case and being annoyed with me.  But that is normal I guess.  Just something I have to put up with for the rest of summer.

He has a really nice family and I especially enjoyed his aunt Cindy.  Now, she's a funny woman...loves her wine, and has a great sense of humor. 

It reminds me that I do wish my parents were more supportive of me in general, beyond financial support because they're really not that involved because I'm supposed to be independent but the consequences are annoying.  I feel like if I am not perfect, or if I make little mistakes, I either fail at life or am stupid.  I am tired of being barked at, the pressure, the stress...and I cannot wait to be financially independent. I love them dearly but I am emotionally worn out when I am home and am always stressed about whether or not I am doing things right because I hate being yelled at.

I wasn't ready for reality again.  Called apartments, two of the agencies want me to call back in July and I have yet to hear back from the other two. I am hoping to see places in 2 weekends...but we'll see.

This is gonna be some week..a lot of night shifts. Goody.

I'm tired.