chronically anxious

My quarter has made a turn for the worse, nothing is going well for now in most of my classes.
Not cool.

I've been stressed which results in loss of appetite which leads to being tired, also not good.  This also leads to more anxiety and vulnerability.  I mean a lot of the stress comes from school but plenty just comes from life outside of that.  That, and I feel sort of alone right now.  I practically live alone and have to make decisions for two people by myself, which results in scams i have to fix. My family is now in China so if I had to turn to them, it would be really difficult. Stress, bleh...that and people sometimes just irritate me lately.

It's sorta messin with my life.  Just trying to let go and chill out. so much to get done.

On the plus side, I got to spend time w Jennie (and her bro) today! it was fun. I am still feeling caffeinated.

I've really missed her. Good to have her home.