And sometimes we hold ourselves back

It's been an interesting weekend. Mixed feelings about it.

I am not sure if we are moving forward.  I suppose it is better than moving backwards but is that enough? At least I try.  My attachment should be clear.

Thursday evening Josh came, just in time for dinner too! Moussaka is delicious.  Went for a swim, then lazed.  Friday...went to the mall, the eddie bauer outlet, swimming, food, then went to watch Horrible Bosses (very entertaining!)

At midnight he checks his voicemail...have to head back to Oxford.  He needs to housesit because somebody had an emergency and had to leave town.  They have horses, cats, and dogs to tend to.  If I didn't go along, our time together would be cut in half.  That wouldn't do.  I quickly packed and by 12:30am we were both off (separate cars).  I was very sleepy.

Took one car once we got to Eaton.  I parallel parked by myself perfectly, very close to curb and parallel :).  It was beautiful. Win!

Not much to do in Oxford really.

Went to Kenwood, spent some time outside, relaxed, etc.

Today was also pretty uneventful.  Went to Eaton, hung out, napped, ate food, played...and now I am back.  I will have to wake up very early...ugh...

But we do what we feel needs to be done for those we care for.  It's a risk worth taking...so we shouldn't hold ourselves back, because that's usually the case, even if we aren't aware that we do that to ourselves.