Highlights:
Dinner and movie with Jennifer (Back up plan), Tonic with Stephanie and Edwina (Strawberry Bellini!), Pre-Game shots at Jennie's (Mango Absolut), 45 East, Seeing my Lisa <3
Not so good parts: Feeling rejected and unattractive, Frustration
Good part again:
Thanks to my friends for understanding and trying to make things more clear.
Jennie's right, I am a strong person and I shouldn't let anybody let me feel down about myself, intentional or not. I should not have reacted the way I had by just walking out of the car without as much as a goodbye but at that point I was just too frustrated to say anything at all. I am hoping that when people care they try to understand but I suppose if not then there is only so much I can do about it.
I am awake. I have slept like 3-4 hours. Jocelyn, Jennie, and Tri are still asleep. I was told to wake everybody up when I woke up...yeah, not going to do that because nobody wants 4 hours of sleep. I just can't seem to fall asleep again. I'm tired and anxious.
I am getting hungry. I wish people were awake here.
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