9 days and counting

The thing about the past is, you can't get away from it, good or bad, it's there.

Another thing is, the past doesn't change so more likely than not, you stick to your first impression.

It's all through a perspective. Key, A perspective.  Whether or not it's right? I don't know.  What is true anyway? Sometimes it's just relative.

But one thing for sure, it's the past and it's easy to let the past shadow the present and future.  It's always right behind you and sometimes right where you are. Can't run from your shadow.  I guess all you can do is step on it...or step into darkness...or just don't look at it, lol.

It's even worse if you feel like the shadow.

I'm a little tired of shadows. You can't touch them yet they hold such importance. How annoying. Just.Can't.Get.Away.  I don't want to step into the darkness yet I don't want the shadow. Not looking at it doesn't really do any good so far because even if you're not looking for it, you see it. I guess all I can do is have the light directly above me and just step on it. There...I guess I have to step into the very bright light.

P.S. I got a new baby flashlight. The light is green. go away bugs?